caught in a bad romance


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the endless time of hoping
Saturday, October 31
11:31 AM
1. FINED by policeman for JAYWALKING (20 bucks). the policemen were standing just opposite, yet i failed to spot them! tsk why don't they just catch more underage smokers or shoplifting rather than spotting civilians for jaywalking.

2. marked ABSENT by tutor for being LATE.

3. saw MIYAKE & CELESTINA while working at tampines for singapore marathon supporter's group!
i swear they are drop dead G.O.R.G.E.O.U.S. super fair and flawless skin, slim legs. *so enviousss* both of them look simply stunning in their trendy outfits. it is so easy to spot them on streets!

4. well, today is HALLOWEEN! but im gonna work! @.@
♥, xoxo


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your face in my dreams.
Thursday, October 29
7:46 PM

had lunch at alumni today :D
it has been some time since we last came here
their standard dropped. my fish and chip contain some weird peanut taste!

deciding between local attachment or overseas for 6 months???

♥, xoxo


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he's not your fairytale
Wednesday, October 28
7:24 PM

have you ever looked at someone
and fell in love without knowing why
believed everything they said
but in the end it was nothing but lies?

have you ever kept trying
even though there was nothing to gain
told yourself that they cared
when all they caused was pain?

have you ever listened to the rain
and let your tears fall
reminsed on the memories
and wished you could forget it all?

have you ever smiled
to hide the pain
and made everyone believe
that everything was okay?

by katiebabi21
♥, xoxo


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is it possible?
Tuesday, October 27
6:53 PM
even though you are so far away

i can feel you wipe my tears away sometimes

i can hear your voice tell me every thing will be ok

and that we'll get through this together

i can feel you holding me at night

i can hear you tell me you love me

i can feel all of this and so much more

your the one that i keep in my heart at all times

i miss you like a fat kid loves cake

i can't wait till your home!!

by nathynsangel
♥, xoxo


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LEE MIN HO!!!
Sunday, October 25
8:43 PM
grabbed these photos from nick's fb.
he's sooo lucky man. get to meet him directly.
omggg i wished i was there!!!

*faint*



♥, xoxo


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priceless.

4:43 PM
friendship is a promise made in the heart quietly,
unwritten; unchangeable by time
and unbreakable by distance
and will recide in the heart forever.

get ready! here it comes..
birthday celebration for my dearest NANA!
after putting lotsa planning into this
we decided to have a little picnic at marina barrage instead!
yea like finally i came here?!
the celebration was a simple yet really fantastic one (:

the place was great,  except that it isn't windy at all >.<

didn't manage to prepare our own food
so i went to newton circle to buy satay, chicken wing & hokkien mee!
yummm!

it feels really comfortable to stay on the mat :D

self timer!




after clearing up our rubbish, i surprise her with a mini cake!
she's totally shocked. lol

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!


gave her the card & prezzie on the same time ^^

k let us continue our journey! (:

wish i had a better camera seriously! -.-"


this was really candid! natural expressions is ♥!

couldn't get the effect we want ):

and we ended up in handicapped toilet AGAIN.



love the fan man. the weather was ultimate warm.



finally we came to this awesome place.
look they even chose this place for photoshoots!

can't resist to step in despite with my stocking on!
the water is simply cooling!

nana's camera can do wonders.
love the special effects so much!

with flash!

how preeetty!

i wonder how these digital effects appeared!

fav. pictures of the day!


i swear i didn't use photoshop! LOL!

last stop!

wanted to see how ex the souvenirs were
end up buying this $5 water bottle. LOL!

really glad that you've enjoyed the day!
just like what you've said,
true friendships are precious and rare,
i'm glad i've found you (:

DON'T WORRY about your AGE.
CELEBRATE your BIRTHDAY like a TEENAGER!
♥, xoxo


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short update.
Saturday, October 24
1:03 PM
tuesday
project!




wednesday
caught haeundae the deadly tsunami with baby & keehan.
the first hour was kinda draggy,
until signs of tsunami started, it got more exciting
some scenes were hilarious, while some were absolutely touching!

had carl's jr for lunch!
went spotlight to purchase my wires for art
and i got the wrong one which cost me 7 bucks -.-
had to purchase the right one at art friend
which costs me another 7 bucks!! my heart still aches.

yesterday
haircut & project AGAIN!
i'm so glad we finally finished the art works
the winners wil be announced next friday
i hope our hardwork wouldn't go down the drain!

♥, xoxo


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wire sculpture
Monday, October 19
10:15 PM
well i shall say my first art lesson is sooo interesting! esp. my teacher!
she's one of the funniest teachers that i've ever met!
but half of her jokes are on sex. lol
no idea why she keep emphasizing that -.-
some of her classic sex quotes:
 "laptop is like men, they screwed up my life"
"don't say sex is not enjoyable unless you try it"
***
alright, back to topic.
we learnt wire sculpture today!
the theme is hero. here is mineee :D
not yet done of course, this is just the skeleton.
i didn't take home enough wire to coil!
i guess i have to purchase my own ): ):

attempting to make angel wing (:

say hi to fellow earthlings!

♥, xoxo


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lonely heart

6:45 PM

Sometimes I feel alone,
Tears on my eyes, falling down my face.

Wondering what have I done wrong?
Maybe i'm just missing you alone.

Sleepless nights if you’re not here,
By my side.

Can you feel me? Can you hear me?
I’m calling out your name.

by chymecindy

♥, xoxo


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i can feel the nearness of you
Saturday, October 17
11:25 PM
me with blueee nails!

break's over!!!
hope you've enjoyed your last weekend
before school semester begins again!
so i spent my 2nd last day with nana! ♥
shop, eat, chit chat & D.I.Y manicure session with her (:
camwhoring would never be missed of course.
we went into a toilet with sliding door instead of the common ones
we forgot all about it when we're so engrossed in camwhoring
and we keep knocking and pushing the door like mad
cos we thought that we're stucked inside!
joke of the day for 2 bimbos.

photo spamming again.
last day for being so bimbo.
at ilumaaa



i love frozen yogurt with mango! 100% fat-free :D

back to lot 1 (:





well, nana birthday coming, like next friday?! what shall we do neh??

 ♥, xoxo


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the way i wanted to be
Friday, October 16
9:02 PM

baby took part in a campaign against violence held by pave
so both of us spent the entire afternoon making posters ytd!
we put in lotsa efforts because the prizes are simply so attractive ^^
right now it's still on-going so i guess i couldn't post our work yet
pretty scared that our great ideas would be copied!
i felt that we actually achieved something together
by spending time doing something
that both of us are passionate about (:
do you share the same feelings too?

♥, xoxo


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traffic surveyor
Thursday, October 15
7:41 PM
what's the longest time you have stayed on a roller coaster?
i have experienced it for 17 hours.
alright im exaggerating, but the bus ride really seems like one
fyi NUS doesn't have flat roads! it's either slope or humps!
one of my partner feel giddy after the first ride,
yet i can tahan for 17 hours, i felt that im pretty strong ^^
it's around 20 min for every ride, so we took around 30 rides that day.
anw my job was pretty easy,
just merely recorded the no. of passengers boarding and alighting.
having single eye lid that day (woke up at 5.30 am!)

BRAM you must be damn proud of this!!! *BTC*
yea there's a shuttle bus named after you at NUS engineering school.

bought this from NUS mini mart. damn ex! like $5 +??!
had this for the whole day man.

day view


night view!

love my hair here, so silky (:

the ride ended around 11.30 pm, all of us were freaking exhausted.
can say that we have phobia for bus ride already!
but a good pay conquers all these sufferings! muahaha
♥, xoxo


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where have i been?

7:23 PM

sent lappy to repair so didn't get to online for a few days )':
i've got a brand new set of white keyboard now! ^^
so here comes the updates!
on the day to fujtsu premium care centre
their service is rather poor man
giving me wrong information on the servicing of my lappy
well the only pleasant experience in their centre
is that they provide free coffee or milk tea! :D



olivia plucked these flowers yet she didn't wanna take home -.- so i did!


had KFC bargain deal with baby, regret ordering it
damn filling!!

♥, xoxo


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girls just wanna have fun
Saturday, October 10
12:13 PM


day out with nana and her friend, kristy ytd!
well just some regular stuff gals do: shop,eat and camwhored!
had lotsa fun with them :D
met up with nana at far east first,
shop around and headed to ion to meet kristy.

couldn't find any decent price food at food opera,
so we decided to share 1 large hokkien mee ):
just nice 3 prawns. LOL

we couldn't get any more pathetic

picture spams!














love you gals!

♥, xoxo


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a girl
Friday, October 9
5:03 PM
Look into my eyes,
and what do you see??
A timid girl,
well thats just me.

A girl who is in fear,
of life's pain.
A girl who can only,
let out her tears in rain.

A girl too depressed,
not saying a word.
A girl not listenin,
to a word she's heard.

A girl screaming inside,
yelling for help.
A girl with too much pain,
it's the worst she's ever felt.

A girl with a broken heart,
trying to fit the pieces.
A girl with no clue,
trying to figure out the reasons.

A girl who feel,
that life is meaningless.
A girl too caught up,
with too much stress.

A girl who dreams,
of a different life.
A girl who doesnt know,
what's wrong or right.

A girl who fears
everything about her world.
A girl who just wants to lay
in bed and shed her tears; curl.

A girl with no comfort,
no one to go to.
A girl too confused,
who doesnt know what to do.

A girl with no help,
just wanting to run.
A girl so lonely,
looking for someone.

A girl who feels like,
there's nowhere to go.
A girl scares,
but no one knows.

Look into my eyes,
and what do you see?
You dont have to answer that
for me to know,
you dont see the real me.

by evermore13

♥, xoxo



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cause you can't tell your heart what to feel

2:14 PM

God didn't promise days without pain,
laughter without sorrow, sun without rain,
but He did promise strength for the day,
comfort for the tears, and light for the way.

♥, xoxo


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angels cry
Wednesday, October 7
1:24 PM
And lightning don't strike
the same place twice.
When you and I
Said goodbye
I felt the angels cry.
True love’s a gift.
But we let it drift
in the storm.
Every night,
I feel the angels cry.
- Mariah Carey 

♥, xoxo


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little things that mean a lot
Tuesday, October 6
11:57 AM

it's our 11th monthsary ytd! approaching our first year in a month's time :D
nearly thought that we couldn't meet up due to baby's work
surprisingly baby called and said he could go off early!
so he brought me to liang court & dine at botejyu.
(forgot to mention, we went to collect my pay at wine mansion before that!)

this tasteless can drink cost a bomb.

steps to cut the Okos, it's simply dividing them -.-

baby trying very hard to learn. lol

now he'll be damn proud of his tattoo -.-

shop at meidi-ya supermarket after dinner
it's my first visit here (:

bought some snacks too (:
love the champagne flavour & melt-in-mouth chocolates!
a very nice aunty kept promoting to us,
we got no choice but to buy from her cos we had lotsa samples. lol

looking foward to our picnic! :D
♥, xoxo


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bad luck
Friday, October 2
8:44 PM

supposed to get my lappy repaired today
but the service centre doesn't have the repair part in-stock
wasted my trip down to funan & waited for an hour!!
damn pissed off. nothing's been going right for me.
and so i had to carry the stupid bulky lappy plus all these!!
yeah finally used the voucher before it's gonna expired.
durian puffs! yummm

baby got cravings for these too (:

waiting impatiently at fujitsu service centre.

wish i could lie like this forever

♥, xoxo


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