caught in a bad romance


the leading lady
xiaohan
19 years old
born on x'mas eve
ngee ann accountancy
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the connections
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it took time to see
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i don’t want to do this any longer
Thursday, July 30
8:52 PM
1 more month of suffering to go..before im gonna desperately search for job again. went to get deferment letter from office today. so probably my attachment will be postponed to Aug instead of Mar 2010! which means i don't have to come back to school anymore :D
received my freebie today (: kinda difficult to wear! @.@
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4th AUG: AUDI roleplay
4th AUG: EAA test
6th AUG: IFA graded classwork
7th AUG: CLSP FINAL EXAM!

p.s. i haven't touch on anything on yettt




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sometimes i don’t know how..
Monday, July 27
5:17 PM
sigh. using photobucket is the only choice im left with now. anw, nan bought my sticky ytd! he wanted to give me a surprise but obviously he failed to do so. haha. however i can't eat any of them right now. flu + sore throat + headache! and i think im gonna have fever soon. urghhh i dun wan 7 day MC please.

good news! im one of the top lucky 50 to get the free ribbon headband! colour of my choice somemore! cheryl you should thank me. hahaha.


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giving up.
Sunday, July 26
7:28 PM
blogger is totally screwed up. all the function buttons suddenly disappeared. i can't even upload pictures now :'( maybe switching to xanga or livejournal. can't stand this shit anymore. anw! balladbox is giving away FREE ribbon headbands! not sure if it's a good piece of news to me cos i've just purchased one! but shall try my luck to get one too :D haha im so greedy.

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i've just sign up xanga, it's user friendly but i seriously dun like the web designs!(i love my current one) meanwhile i'll just stick to this @#$%^ blogger. guess i shall wait patiently for it to recover. oh man i haven't revise any shit in these 2 days. good job.


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another day done, this day is through
Friday, July 24
7:40 PM
went haircut with nan today (:
i will only show my face
when my fringe is fully settled!
wanted him to cut kim hyun joong's hairstyle
but his hair is not thick enough.
hahahaa randomness at ourspace :DCO. LAW exam is 2 weeks away!
i shall start mugging tmr!
bursary is coming in 2 weeks too!!!


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you're away millions of mile

6:27 PM
blogger is giving me headaches! have the urge to change to other blogging web if possible. finally manage to create this post despite the fact that my compose page is in a big mess. tried my luck around and finally found my upload icon! people please tell me how to solve it if you encountered the same problem too!
anw anw, first time delaying my post due to blogger issue. so let me rewind back to 2 days ago.
we had our last gathering @ jurong point before yilin is going back to aussie!
before everyone else reached, jun yang showed us some magic! he's really damn pro! liu qian's disciple. LOL
start ordering food when everyone came :D miss xiao long bao
haven't seen em for quite a while!junyang left us after dinner and the rest of us went mac to slack. played "i never", first time playing and got so confused. we even played as a team and we lose because yb is always the loser. lol
love themmm!
take care my gal (:


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making me crave for more
Saturday, July 18
12:24 AM
caught Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince @ suntec today! it wasn't as great as i thought, kinda disappointing..the show was so longwinded, focusing too much on stupid romance instead of action. 2 1/2 hours almost killed me!
after the show, baby went to purchase his 终极三国 which we saw earlier in the day -.- dun really understand what so great about that drama. he will stay up till 4 am just to wait till it's uploaded. crazy!
anw afterwhich, we headed back to marina square. shopped around & i finally got my ribbon hairband from diva! had carl's junior for late lunch cos i got craving for western bacon cheeseburger! shiokkk
baby drinking the tasteless lemon tea
continued window shopping awhile before rushing back to baby's house for 爱也好恨也好 :D heard that the show still got 70 more episodes to go!
hoping days like this will last longer..


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dim sum buffet + movie
Monday, July 13
8:13 PM
mr devil's back once again for some story telling session :D
school was boring, to the max!
can't imagine how'd i drag myself out of my bed
early in the morning 5.40 am.
tell me you are not sleeping still.
I&E, what a day to start off my week.
i was on time for once, ever since like.. few months back?
key word is "I" was on time.
everyone else is late.
even the teacher came at 8.35.
our lesson was supposed to kick off at 8.00 sharp.
sitting on the corridors with jessy like some dummies :D
design is up, hope we're on schedule.
printing the samples this week.
so do show some support.
every cents and dollars will be proceeding to PAve;
organization which oppose violence, our event;
Conference on violence against women.
even till 9.00 am people are still walking in leisurely.
should had came to school late ):
wasted time browsing web as usual,
didn't know why we had to come to school in the first place..
searched for breakfast online as well as the movie to watch.
decided that our breakfast will be at 龙门客栈 dragon gate restaurant.
sounds like some 武侠小说 inns .
have a look at the dragon restaurant (:

first order: porridge!

few of the last orders

jia wei kept laughing because the aunty said he's cute when he asked if he could order other drinks besides the chinese tea.

buffets are meant to be eaten in these ways ♥

per pax weekday 14.80++
towel & tea cost $1
peanuts cost $1
Service charge 10%
gst 7%
ice water FOC
so basically on this rate.
do some maths.
and we ate $75.55 worth of breakfast.
it was actually 59.50.
the ++ made it look so expensive.
the peanuts were left untouched throughout, even when we left.
the food is pretty good.
each person will cost around $18 - $19.
not that bad.
at least i had satisfied my craving.
next stop GV.
went to watch ice age 3, jiawei and jessy went to get the tix.
priced at $10.
thought there was a mistake, then we realise it was a 3D movie.
the 3D effect wasn't that great actually, you'd get use to the flat pictures pretty soon.
$10 on a weekday for it is a waste of $$
should had went cathay.
just some usual stuff.
get use to it.
and lets scroll down to toa payoh.
oh wait, did i forget to mention we support juliana's I&E.
each of us bought sushi from their store.
evidence here ya!
now you can't deny our request to help out!
if you were wondering, the red and white stuff
are some candies i bought at vivo.
thought they were those rock candy.
in the end.
they suck.
don't buy it if you happen to see it.
beard papa was nice though.
cream puff!
blackberry 8820
got myself a pretty good bargain.
sold my secret for 200$
asked around and the highest i got was 150$
so the moment the owner told me 200$ i knew that was the shop i'm looking for.
asked for some other models of blackberry and finally came to this.
450$ second hand.
used for one month only.
so i guess its still pretty new.
forked out a total of 285$ for the additional memory card
and free screen protection. exploring my new ♥
time to get a haircut

falling asleep soon figuring how the gps actually works.
it gives me the latitude and stuff. =.=
what i had on mind was the map which i can follow while driving..
and yet falling asleep soon.sleeping. we're home!
and darling doing her usuals :D
alright shall stop here.
goodnight everyone.



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i wanna be one of the few to own it
Sunday, July 12
9:57 PM
had been searching this rare species for such a long time. when i realised the sale of the dwarf hotot online, my mind was filled with unspeakable excitement, totally thrilled by the news. so i approach the seller with anxiety. after the price was revealed, i nearly fell out of my chair, $650! how costly! i will never splurge so much on just a bunny lah.guess it's time for me to give up.


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absolute boyfriend
Saturday, July 11
8:38 PM
the robot that bestows love
a love that touched her
does such love exist??
when i first started watching this show
i was kinda disappointed
cos it doesn't seem to be as interesting as i thought
but now i change my mind
i love this drama! cried ALOT towards the ending
but i particularly dun like the special episode
like going through the same pain again
why cant they just made a better ending ):

it really touched my heart
i wanna read the manga too
but guess im too lazy for that :X
once more, im gonna miss this show



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admit that you are hurt
Wednesday, July 8
9:55 AM
after some consideration, i decided to skip lesson and take up the same singtel job with na again. it was at SIM this time, during their freshman cca orientation. we both wear covered shoes, which hurts my leg like hell. initially planned to skip lunch but the booth people gave both of us lunchbox (: really so nice of them! always met kind people when working with na. lol

so after the tiring job, i rushed down to town to meet the girls. when i alighted, i can feel that i really cannot tahan the pain anymore. right at the moment when i was hesitating, someone tab my shoulder, it was yilin! my saver, who brought slipper for me to change.

anw, the purpose of our gathering is to celebrate cheryl's super belated 18th birthday. we didn really plan the day, but we still manage to give cheryl some little surprises (: yongbin came too but left us to meet his cousin after that. so we window-shopped around wisma and taka before we headed to paragon for dinner!
settled down at sushi tei cos it's cheryl's favourite. we had our very long girls' talk again! gossiping, sharing stories and catching up with each other :D

during the session i excuse myself and left the table. the purpose was to purchase a mini cake for cheryl! i took damn long to choose the cake so yilin called and so i immediately rushed up. left the cake with the waitress and told cheryl i quarrelled with my boy. lol. our plan did really work out! minutes later, the cake came with a candle~ we present her prezzies after her 1st surprise. im sure her expression already show how shocked she was. it was all purchased before she came and while she was with us. the 3 of us kept explaining on how we did it, glad that she's so happy with our sweet and pleasant surprises (: see how touched she wasthe manager even present us this complimentary ice cream pancake for our birthday girl (:we finally decided to leave the restaurant after the last order. camwhored! went to the basement and start camwhore againnn! it's hard for us to have group pictures like this so we should take more ya? (:
the future "accountant", the current jc student, the future "banker" and the aussie girl. (L) them all!
i had a really great night with them, glad that we're still able to hang out like this despite the fact that we are on different tracks in life. best friends forever ♥


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what's simple is true
Monday, July 6
12:56 AM
mr devil is here tonight.
so as to blog as requested by mrs devil <3

it was a pretty fine day to start off with, both of us so unwilling to wake up, but did so as it is a special day for us . the day which marks our 8th month.

couldn't decide our activity for the day, searching the net for nice dim sum restaurants which is within our budget. many were found, just that either the comments wasn't that good, or we got to rush our way there before the last order. postponed our trip to the dimsum's in the end.

it was finally decided that it'd be a wonderful day for a swim, by her though, cause mr devil don't really like to swim. packed my stuffs and the most important proposal for our event. headed over to my grandma's place to hand my uncle the proposal for sponsoring our charity event. supports please~ http://lovehurtsloveheals.blogspot.com/ <3

after which, took a bus ride back to sengkang and meet mrs devil. supposedly there was a bus to the swimming complex at farmway; 323 as told by mrs devil. that service seemed so unfamiliar to me upon hearing, instantly i doubt that was 323 at compass point int. we went there, unable to find it, so had to walk our way to the complex.

it wasn't a very long way there even though the long stretch of road looks as though it was neverending. upon approaching the complex, it started drizzle and we hesitated thinking whether it was a good idea to continue to the swimming complex.

we made our way through the drizzle and found our way to the entrance, bought the tix of $2 and went into the swimming complex. at first glance we were pretty much disappointed, it wasn't of what we had imagined; like the fun rides at jurong complex. there is just two big normal pools and one water theme playground a few slides and one small jacuzzi.

anyways, change into our swimming wears and locked out stuffs. the wind is blowing strongly and we were shivering before getting into contact with the H2O + Cl + a little bit of chemical X, which i think many of you will know what it is.

got into the water, didn't feel like moving as the water was freezing. eventually swam over to the other side with mrs devil and lazed there again. rain continued to pour down although it didn't affect us much as the pool we were in was an indoor-ed.

mrs devil wanted to try the jacuzzi, but i didn't want to. i shan't say the reason as requested by mrs devil, interested parties can come and ask me personally on why i'm so reluctant in going into it.

got bored rather soon just by sitting in the pool, made our way to the slides, the highest one i guess, of roughly around.. 2-3 storey high? it wasn't of much fun playing this slide cause it was so short! you can just imagine the normal playground's slide being connected 3 times, thats roughly it's length.

walked around the pool finding stuff to do, failing which we went back to the pool for a swim. mrs devil wanted to cuddle a lil, then i reminded her of the lifeguard that will alert her of her actions like previously, and with that she blushed like a tomato.

after some time, we went to clean up and change. headed back to compasspoint as there's a pasar malam there. bought 3 boxes of d24 durirans. mrs devil ask, why buy d24 instead of just the 1 for $2 without any names. so i told her most prolly d24 will be nicer with my past experience. she replied with, yea but d24 sounds like bra sizes :S

carried on our journey in sourcing for food, bought another two taiwan sauage and sotong balls. the sausages were nice, but the sotong balls were awful. will never try it ever again. when we finally got home, we got to spend some time together alone. <3

skip to the part when we have our dinner, mum cooked our dinner and we watched 功夫食神 while eating.

time flies while you doing stuff you enjoy. there's school tomorrow so she got to get home for an early rest. on the bus back, i enjoy her warmth and hug. it felt so nice that i never want to lose the feel of it.

eight months is such a long way, for us at least, on how we were able to get till this point. will learn to cherish mrs devil more <3

and once more. happy 8th month my darling.
somewhere other than the night
she needs to hear
'I love you.'
somewhere other than the night
she needs to know you care
she wants to know she's needed
she needs to be held tight


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the 17 year old virgin
Saturday, July 4
4:06 PM
went to yilin's place to slack before leaving for warren's church to support his musical production - the 17 year old virgin. sadly only yilin, yb & me can make it! till now i still duno where exactly the church is..little india? lavender or bugis?? anw, we were there ahead of time cos warren keep said tt we're late -.- so we went to the nearby hawker centre for dinner. both of us wore black dress! (: yb the lousy photographer! our legs kena cut off sia. headed back to the church and bram the usher lead us to the front row seats -.-
the whole performance is great! cos there's warren inside, the most outstanding actor! lol. he's so gay lah but damn funny.
part of TA29 were there to support too! and that includes nadine, jess, vonvon, jackson & zhang!after the concert, the whole group of us (part of kumaleh + part of TA29) waited for warren to join us for supper. went to a famous shop for dim sum! the business there is damn good, we had to go backyard for more seats. i love the egg tart, xiao long bao & guo tie! and then after the supper, von's dad sent us home!
thanks so much uncle and thanks von for listening too (:


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After a While

12:37 AM
(thanks to vonvon, i have the full version of the poem, or maybe even a song?)
after a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
company doesn't always mean security

and you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of a woman
not the grief of a child

and you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is
too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way
of falling down in mid flight

after a while you learn
that even sunshine burns if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting
for someone to bring you flowers

and you learn
that you really can endure
that you are really strong
and you really do have worth
and you learn and you learn
with every good bye you learn
- Veronica A. Shoffstall


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my friend, let's not think of tomorrow
Wednesday, July 1
8:23 PM
baby didn come sch today
he's quarantined!! (ok nvm only jy would believe that)
and jw left us to meet his GF
so only left 3 of us to endure this 2 hours break!
we went to the pool side and played poker
in one of the game i got 222,AAA & KKK
but i still didn manage to win :X
camwhoreddd why time is passing so slowww


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